DissonantNotes

Well my computer is fixed now the battery was as dead as can be but I got a new one! so I can fry this battery also... but in the meantime i am glad to be back on Deviantart with all you lovely people and I hope for a great 2018! go team! woo!!

I haven't been active at all due to my computer not turning on. Until its fixed I'll be using my phone but the wifi is dreadful here so I do apologize. I'll return properly when its fixed.

Hahahahahaha I haven't done shit this month lol

Ive just been working and trying to get my head in a good place and I am very, very keen for the upcoming anime convention in my city this month.

Artistically I've been getting back into the swing of things and its slow going but is indeed going. Not gonna lie I make it up as I go along but its amusing seeing what my sleep deprived brain can throw on the screen.

I have been rather distracted with Assassins Creed Unity lately. I am an avid fan of the Assassins Creed franchise and well acquainted with Ubisofts infamous glitches. I have played every single game and I even Own the comics featuring Nikolai Orelov in The Chain, and The Fall but I have deliberately skipped Unity because I am a game rager and I hate when games are buggy and I knew from the get go Unity would be the absolute cancer of the franchise in that regard. If I lose or die or fail because I suck I can admit it. wow but wow. I am going to complete Unitys story and then I am never going to speak of it again. I have poured quite a large amount of time in it and I dread, DREAD any kind of parkour free run where time is important. It is just infuriating when you get stuck on a ledge for no reason, cant enter windows but always do when you dont want to and sometimes in combat youll stnad there for seconds at a time and will or will not attack if and when the game permits not when you hit the button. A shame because the worlds design and feel is simply breathtaking. How I long for the days of AC Brotherhood when things were simpler and less buggy and you would only fall through the floor once a week hahahaha
What are every-bodies thoughts on Assassins Creed? and who is keen for Origins???

I haven't done a lot this month except binge Supernatural, going through ten seasons in such a short amount of time feels like coming out of a hibernation.
I watched the show from season 1 to 7 a couple years ago but got lost, and gave up. I was watching several shows simultaneously it got confusing!! but I came back and started over and it is a hell of a ride. I love the journey the adventures the characters and the actors and cast, everything about Supernatural is amazing to me. I love Castiel he's my favorite character, of the brothers Dean is my favorite but that's not to say Sam isn't awesome I just like Deans humour and I miss the leather jacket from earlier seasons. How about that 200th episode? Supernatural has consumed me once again and I like it!

Personally though life has been getting me down. car troubles, personal troubles, one thing after another, tiny problems piling up one after another, nowhere near what other people are going through I'm sure but its been a real hindrance on creativity I'll certainly say that but I will get through this, honestly probably the reason I decided to hide away in TV shows recently haha. It's mostly a question of philosophy. What is my philosophy? I honestly do not know. I question it daily with more uncertainty than a person should in my opinion. How much should one reflect on the past in order to choose the correct path going forward? are questions I find to be pressing and interesting of late. Every decision I make, seems to be the wrong one. I think this past month I have consciously decided to do little or nothing of anything  I've opted to be less social, remove myself from people so I wont be too much of a burden. Is that unhealthy? or is it healthy to be isolated temporarily to regain ones mental footing? I'm a loner by nature and certainly and introvert but I do not like to be alone for too long, I literally forget how to speak at times. I feel like Ive been letting people down. We'll see what happens this month going forward personally and creatively. I hope everyone's been doing well, having fun and doing what they love.

Tell me who your favourite character from Supernatural is and why ^3^

I'm gonna do a monthly journal until I get bored of them, I find there really isn't much point in doing frequent journals now that we have status updates? on Deviantart? I'm finding this place gets more like other social media every day.

Well, last month was about establishing a rhythm for my content and I think I've found it. It used to be one poem a week now its several whenever I feel like it, my content appears to consist of weird poems and awful Muro art, which I hope will improve. My aim this month was to cover as many controversial themes as I intend to cover in my writing so as not to scare any watchers off later. I know a few creators who made and wrote nice things in the beginning and then started doing macabre and nsfw literature and art and got alot of hate. so what you see currently, is what you will get.... more of. ALSO seeing as I have met a few cool new people if anyone has any suggestions, critiques or questions shoot them down below!

I have also been thinking about collaborations and I will be reaching out for some collaborative literature in the near future if you are interested in that  sort of thing please note me. be aware. I have NEVER done any kind of artistic collaboration so it can be a lot of fun!!

Also here is a link to an awesome song I cant get out of my head ^^
 Awesome song I cant get out of my head